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I am currently very close to losing total control of my temper. It is not important why, just that I am. I get annoyed, I get frustrated, I get upset, but I do not lose my temper. I can't. If I do, things get broken and people get hurt, either physicallly or emotionally. I scare myself when I'm like this.

There's nothing to lash out at, except the world in general or someone who happens to say or do the wrong thing at the wrong time. So this is a head's up. Don't avoid me, don't treat me any different than you would normally and please don't think it is anything you have done. I am just Not In. I am Not Here. I am gently stewing in a small ball of fluff and rage and listening to loud angry music and reading smut.

Normal service should resume at some point.

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[artela.livejournal.com]

My mother gets like that... after she'd destroyed all of Dad's favourite glass coffee mugs she eventually found some bacolite ones that would bounce when she threw them at the bare wall in the kitchen. I inherited her temper... slow, very slow, to build - but watch out if I snap! :-)